Strange Situation

Strange Situation..



Who am i?

Since more than a couple of years, everything seemed to be great, every action and achievement seemed as it was well planned but unfortunately this was only the apparent part.

Then I decided to go through the hidden part and see how’s the inner to develop the outer more and more, hence I found that things are not going well, everything is strange, feelings are different, goals are fade and the dreams become difficult.

I started to ask myself and annoy her,
I asked: are you good, she replied: no am not good at all, so we decided to open a discussion to find who’s right and who’s guilty, and the conversion went as follow:

Myself: how are you?

Me: am fine.

Myself: are you sure?

Me: ….yeah am great, why are u askin?

Myself: just askin, but am sure you are not.

Me:……(no answer, just thoughts in my mind).

Myself: I’ll continue…

Myself: who are u?

Me: what the hell :D, am Ahmad.

Myself: which one?

Me: ^o)…

Myself: are you that young child who used to laugh and take things easy, are you that wise old man who used to think about every step before any action, are you that naughty boy who used to hurt other and do stupid things, or are you that one who used to love HIM only and take everyone he met as a step towards his personalities, or…

Me: hey hey, stop it…
Myself: no I’ll not, are you kind as u seem, or are you selfish, are you satisfied , do u love your friends, your parents, your relatives, your commitments…

Me: look, I’ve to go now.

Myself: no u’ll not, I haven’t finished yet, nor you want to run away from confrontation as u used to do,
Listen, I’ve fed up from talking with someone weak like you, someone, who don’t know his strengths and weaknesses, someone who can’t choose what to take or what to leave, someone who sticks to nothing and don’t have anything to stand for…

Me: are you sure u r talkin to the right person –trying to escape from the situation-

Myself: you know the answer, take ur time and think of every and each word I’ve write and you’ll then find all the results and answers urself, for now my role is ended, and I’ll go.

Myself:Byeeeee.

Me:hold on…

Myself seems to be offline, u can send her an offline msg…

Questions remains: who am i?, why am alive?, do i deserve to live?...etc!!!!!!!!!!


Ahmad Salah
5/11/2009

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